Just checked the SIM website yesterday and to my horror results are coming out early September instead. All along I thought it'd be in August. FML now I gotta wait in agony even longer!

It has come to my attention that I'm extremely short-tempered and tend to have many violent thoughts in ma head. (which I find pretty disturbing myself) I don't know if it's the influence of karate. Hmmm, come to think of it, it could just be. Speaking of karate, everybody's getting attached to everybody. Love is in the air, like totally.

Just when I thought I could never find and love another on this earth as much, I did. And I'm so thankful for all that has happened. Looking at him now, makes me feel that all that I went through in the past was worth it cos it brought us together. 6th month's just round the corner and it's awesome just how fast time is flying by!

 

 

First paper in exactly 4 weeks!!! I feel like pissing in my pants!
Time to chionggg like a psycho. It's totally unfair that hejia's exams are stretched out over a week while mine's 3 cheehong weeks. Life is unfair to a year 2 student :(  After that think i'll be busy planning my bday party! Hope all goes well.

Karate grading is next sunday! Unbelieveable how fast 4 months has been since the last grading! I'm not as confident but I'm still going for double promotion! :) not keeping my hopes up though.

I'm so tired im just gonna dry my hair and sleep. Hejia ain't replying me that silly boy must be asleep. Cuteness. GUUUNAIIIII 

I seriously hope this swell on my knuckle goes down. It's really slowing me down during all the sparring that we're doing now. Damn dulan. k goodnight!

 

 

MY GOODNESS! It's been long and I'm still alive!!! Twitter is my life now, nobody gives a damn about this lj anyways! Been effing busy with school, karate and all the other stuff. Plus there's Mr Lazy Legs Chang Hejia in my life now. HAHAHEEHEEHAHAHO.



Fucking prelims have been stressing the shit outta me. I hate my life whenever I have a paper the following day cos I'm sucha last min procrastinator type person that I will only panic the night before.

Anyways I'm screwed this weekend cos there's demo for SIM Open House and I gotta front punch 2 tiles (something only a senior belt can do) I'm mother scared I don't wanna lose my sense of touch. BUTBUT who on earth would go to SIM's Open House anyways for Christ's sakes. Retarded.

Anyways another 8 more days to next paper time to chill a lil cos I just finished my cf prelims. Hahaheeheehahaho. Awesome stuff hejia just suggested watching Alice later. I don't wanna be sitting on the first row like when we watched Avatar. That was really a pain in the neck. That's all folks! Take carez! :)

So it's a brand new year! Initially, I intended to blog a super long ass post on the past year and how I feel I've changed etcetc. But I shall leave that to perhaps Tues or Thurs. Right now, it's Sucky Sunday. Which means Mundane Monday is less than 24 hours away. And that isn't that great, considering I got a CF test tomorrow which I'm totally not prepared for. I guess I'll just have to wing it.

Anyways, so here's how I welcomed the brand new year!
With some of my best friends! (Dixie ditched us for love but it's okay darling I'm just kiddingz)




YEAHHHH I GOT A WEE BIT HIGH AND STARTED BABBLING NONSENSE.






HOTHOTHOT GUY. *SWOONS* LOL
Obviously not Uncle Lam for goodness sake. HAHA.

Ah I'm too lazy to put everything into a cut. Basically I've spent the first few days of 2010 sleeping quite abit. I'll be back to blog a long, inspiring post the next time round. HAHA.

Oh and I'm getting daddy to move the hugeass tv outta my room and move in a study table. See see, I see a big change in me already. No resolutions for me cos I'm just gonna PRIORITIZE. And right now, all I need to pay any attention to is: Studies, family, karate and my dear dear friends. I love you all. Oh yes and I intend to get some part-time work soon, my cousin is gonna hook me up with some shiznitz. Great stuff. Peace all.


No one else comes close to you, no one makes me feel the way you do.



 

Hello everybody. I got abit burnt at work yesterday. Thank the Lord I brought my visor so it wasn't too bad. Was at Fuchun Sec yesterday, rushed down from school for their robotics camp thingy. Apparently they only had like a dozen of them and they were all malay boys. But I was pretty shocked they turned out to be really obedient and really sweet. Just to sum it all up, water balloons, sun&sweat, chicken rice, newspaper, hantam bolah!, robots and goodbyes. 

I think I needta prioritize. Yeah and focus. Anyhoos, I'll blog again when I get all of the photos from my ahgong's 92nd or 93rd birthday. I honestly lost count. But here's my favourite one!

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Look how we've changed! But I see some similarities still la. Like how we'll always be family. (Cheesy shitz)
Everybody's pretty excited cos we're gonna be uncles and aunties all over again. Another baby in the family due this week. EVERYBODY SAY YEAHHH!

Girl Boy last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel the way that I'll remember this
When we're this young we have nothing to lose
Just a clock to beat and a hand to choose

 

 

Oh my goodness, it's been motherfucking long since I last blogged! I guess I've been pretty busy like a lil bee. School thrice a week. Karate thrice a week. MT once a week. Spare time is with the clique and my books. Gosh life is pretty regimental. But hey I'm kinda lovin' what I'm doing now. Feels pretty damn awesome and enriching.

Just came back from Michelle's birthday thing and bowling with Dj and Vuisin. My goodness we've not bowled in I think 1month or so. I honestly can't remember. But I think our standard still there la haha. Not to mention I was in a pretty short dress. Bowl also feel a little conscious. Not good.

( TIME FOR SOME RANDOM PICTURES! )

There's been a little something something that's been weighing very heavily on my mind. When I think about if I can't help but feel hurt. If I were someone else, would things been different? I wanna turn back time. I wish I wasn't that foolish. And right now I feel this tension, this awkwardness. And fucking hell I'm hating it to the core. But talking about it now feels so dumb. Oh God I hate this shit. I wanna talk to someone, to you but hell now's not a good time. Argh motherfuck I'm seriously stressed. 

It's been almost 9 months. I'm proud of myself and how I'm holding up. But lately everything's been coming back to me. And I know once again, it's just me. And I've never felt this alone before.

Been feeling pretty lousy the past few days. It's like I came to a sudden realisation that how and what I'm feeling is wrong and I'm trying to find a way to stop myself. At least now there's school so it's a good way to distract myself in the day. But when it's night time, I feel pretty much messed up all the time. I just reread what I typed and I don't think it makes much sense. Whatfuckingever la. If there's a chill pill in this world, I think I would really need one badly. Or if there's a chill pill that comes with 'HEAL ME ALL' properties, I'd like that as well cos I feel a bad throat coming along. 

Muay Thai later. New batch coming in soon, my goodness the club is gonna boom by an extra 100 people. 99 since Dixie ain't coming hahaha. This ain't good, we're running out of space! All of a sudden I've lost the feeling to blog, my throat is seriously pissing me off. I shall go drink some warm water. LIKE RIGHT NOWZ.

FLASHBACK!



LET'S PLAY TENNIS SOON!
AND I NEED A TAN LA.